Saturday, April 12, 2008

I need a miracle so badly to prevent me from retaining. Truth be told that thought has never crossed my mind. My whole life, I can safely say, has been smooth-sailing ever since I was incorporated into the Singapore education system. I never even thought about retaining. But now the truth is staring me in the face and I cannot ignore it any further. It's either I put in a lot more effort than ever before or just go downhill. I know I am smart. I'm not boasting or anything, but I am here now because I grasp concepts easily. Alas now I cannot ride on that alone. I have to actually put in hard work. How sad is that?

Even worse. My body was never built for sports. Ok, I'm super skinny now, I was never strong and I have speed but little stamina. Plus my body is super stiff so that I can never play hockey or tennis properly. i am such a failure in life now I might as well end it.

My iPod is going to spoil and my Mac has some stereo speaker problems. Everything is giving up on me. Great.

To-do List:
Do the Othello test on Moodle []
Do a critical analysis on Marrysong by Dennis Scott by Monday (Graded) []
Do chapter summaries for every chapter under Part I of 1984 by George Orwell by Monday []
Study for Economics essay test on Tuesday []

The boxes are staring at me, but sorry I can't put a check in any of you.