Monday, February 02, 2009

I read Federer's comment on his loss to Nadal in the papers, and I remembered what he said (or what the media said he said), “In the first moment you're disappointed, you're shocked, you're sad, then all of a sudden it overwhelms you”. The pictures I see of him crying is so... sad. I mean, he used to be the unbeatable Federer.

I resolved that I would at least make it to the school team. I'm really not comfortable with wasting all that time being in Hockey for a year, but its the regret that gets to me. If I continue with my level of commitment, when the team build is released I won't be able to answer to myself, because I didn't even give my all. So I'll practice when I can now, so 20 years down the road, even if I didn't make the team, I can smile to myself and say that at least I was at my best during that time. I just wasn't good enough.

Meanwhile, I want to say a big thanks you to those who believe in me, and are always there to reassure me that I'll make it in the end. I just want to say that I really appreciate it, even if I pretend to be nonchalant when I hear it.

As of now, I will not comment on the new J1s anymore.